Peculiar Soul

Chapter 54: We Learn Things

Chapter 54: We Learn Things

Some of you might accuse me of that same hubris, given my temerity in lecturing this august body. I know I have earned your contempt for refusing to participate directly in the War. There is no lofty rhetoric I would offer by way of an excuse, because the answer is simple enough to understand - though my soul is often thought of foremost as a generals soul, a conquerors soul, those are the wrong terms for it.

Used in war, it is a tyrants soul. To kill, to destroy with a soul such as mine, requires that one hold in their heart the surety of another mans death. For most of its bearers, this was easy enough - they did not care. The vaunted example of Leo Artabasdos has always rung hollow with me, because I know what historians could not - that to slay the enemies of Ghar as he did, he had to view them as less than animals.

I continue to affirm my decision to abstain from combat. I believed that the best course was for me to devote my mind, body and soul to the creation of an Institute for the advancement of Ardalt, so that we might rise as a nation against the relentless tide of history.

It is with my utmost regret that I inform you of my failure.

- Stanzas Complaint to the Assembly (excerpt), 671.

The low drone of engines came from over Michaels shoulder; he turned to watch as a tight formation of fighters and bombers flew past the airship. The lead plane waggled its wings as it passed their fore quarter; the squadron was past them in moments, receding into the distance until his eyes could barely pick them out amid the haze.

An advance group? he wondered aloud, looking back at Sobriquet.

She shook her head, looking exasperated. Theyre dropping leaflets, she said. Advisories to the Safid containing the summary of the Batzars judgment and instructions to vacate Daressan territory immediately.

And they think that will work? Michael asked, turning to raise an eyebrow. Against the Safid?

Sobriquet rolled her eyes. Mendiko law dictates that the targets of an enforcement action must be advised of the nature and scope of said action prior to its commencement. She sighed and leaned back against the hull of the airship, the wind tugging at her hair. I overheard Antolin talking about it. He was very insistent about permitting them adequate time to read and circulate the messages prior to moving in.

He knows that all hes doing is surrendering the advantage of surprise, Michael asked. Right? The Safid arent simply going to pack up and walk away, not when were leaving the Ardan lines alone - for the moment. Antolin has to know that.

She shrugged. I imagine he thinks it will make little difference if they choose to fight, she said, stepping forward to peer over the balconys railing. Not when Saf will have to contend with that.

Michael followed her gaze; her eyes were tracking a small plume of dust just below a ridge. Through the dust and treetops Michael could spot a line of vehicles making their way down the switchbacks to the valley floor. The Mendiko armor had proved to be something wholly different from his expectations, massive tracked vehicles clad in thick slabs of metal. Each one was a mobile bunker and emplacement, providing the power and protection of ensouled to crew that were largely not.

He was becoming accustomed to interpreting Mendian through the lens of Leires philosophy, so Michael saw this for what it was - parity. There was little use for a durens or potens when Mendiko factories could churn out automobiles and machines to let an unsouled work with greater efficiency and precision than either; these tanks extended that logic to the base tiers of combat ensouled.

What were scalptors against thick steel, or potens against a withering hail of gunfire? Three men without a soul between them could stand off an entire company of minor ensouled from within the bowels of one of these tanks - and the Mendiko had brought scores of them, accompanied by truckloads of infantry, fuel, food and ammunition. This was an army that owed its health to the artifex, not the anatomens - and it was much easier to come by the former than the latter.

Still, Michael frowned. Perhaps, he muttered. I dont doubt that the Mendiko could turn away the Safid rank and file. Their officers are ensouled, though, and theres Saleh and Amira to contend with. How does Antolin plan on dealing with them, should they choose to object?

Sobriquet didnt answer; Michael turned to find her giving him an odd look. She smiled at the confusion on his face before drawing closer. You dolt, she whispered, resting her forehead against his. Thats what were here for. Leire, me - and you.

A shiver danced up Michaels spine, even as he relished the close contact. Ah. The Eight, to fight the Eight.

And we have more than they do, she murmured. Better. Saleh should know he cant win this, but if he does stand against us then I will fill his shiny, bald head with horrors. She kissed him lightly on the lips, then drew back, still smiling.

Michael blinked. Thats a very odd thing to say right before you kiss someone, he pointed out. It muddles the feeling somewhat.

Do you think so? Sobriquet asked. Were going to war, and its our war. We began it together. Well fight it together. She leaned forward to kiss him again. I wont lie to you, Michael. Ive been fighting my own war since I could walk, and I know what weve committed to. You dont, not really, and I cant describe it to you. The best I can do is be honest, and not shroud the corpses in kind words.

Do not hide behind euphemism. Some things should not be palatable. Michael shook the echo of Jeorgs voice from his mind and nodded slowly, meeting her eyes. I understand, he said.

Michael felt something small and fragile crumple within Sobriquet; her eyes slid to the side. You will, she said. Im - sorry, for what its worth. There might have been another path for you, one with less death upon it. You might have found a better way if not for me.

I think we both know I was going to end up on a troubled path no matter what, Michael said, stepping closer to loop his arms around her. My soul isnt like Jeorgs. It wont let me exist quietly. It draws men like Spark and Saleh; even Leire would have sought me out on her own, if she had known the truth. Im sure of it. They cant imagine a soul like mine without seeing the worst - or best, depending on their view. Sooner or later, they would have drawn me in.

He bent to kiss her on the forehead. So Im glad I found you first, he said. I would have been lost, alone.

You really would have been, she murmured. Lordling.

Michael made a face. Now it just feels like Im hugging Charles.

A delighted grin spread over Sobriquets face, her soul flexed and shimmered; her appearance shifted to match that of the older artifex.

Gah, Michael spat, taking a step back. Dont make him smile like that, its unsettling.

Sobriquet waggled her eyebrows, then let the illusion drop. Youd prefer someone else? Amira? Leire?

Shit, Leire, Michael muttered, hurriedly raising his hands as Sobriquets eyebrows shot up. Im meant to meet with her before we get too far underway, Im probably late.

Sobriquet swept her arm wide, stepping back to clear the way between Michael and the door. Far be it from me to stand between you and true love, she said. Be gentle with her.

You realize she probably has an auditor listening to us, Michael sighed, walking over to turn the doors heavy handle.

Oh, I imagine she does, Sobriquet laughed. But being late wont improve her sense of humor. Go. She waved him towards the door.

Michael flashed her a final smile, then ducked into the hallways of the airships upper decks. It was less-difficult to navigate than Leires home, but still a lengthy walk from the top platform to the enclosed observation deck where he and Leire regularly met.

They had discussed many subjects in the past weeks - Michaels soul, the fires he carried, the potential bound up inside Spark and Stanza. Some days Leire had been irritable and restless, others distracted or nearly manic in her enthusiasm.

He could feel as he approached that today would be a melancholy day. Behind the usual glare of her soul, Leire brimmed with a tense, dour energy.

Youve been accustomed to keeping a lax schedule, she said, her voice betraying none of it. Its an easy habit to fall into - natural. Especially if youre unmoored from the normal trappings of social obligation, I might add. She shifted in her chair, turning to look at him. Were going to be fighting the Safid soon, and no mere raid. Well have Mendiko soldiers down there. Theyll need our help. Prompt help.

Ill be here when the fighting starts, Michael said.Updated from

Leire snorted. Habit isnt a beast that can be raised in a day, she said. But youll learn. Her head turned to look back out the window, where the dust plume from the tank column rose against the sky. Its been a long while since Ive supported men on the ground.

Michael turned from the window and took a step toward the center of the room. Sera! he called out; the officer jumped back with a muttered curse. Sera!

You dont actually need to shout, she said, her avatar materializing next to him. I can hear you.

Can you see down below? he asked. Are there veils down there, something to hide Safid forces?

She paused a moment, then shook her head. No, she said. Nothing that I can see.

Sir, the officer said, sounding mildly offended. We did not advance blindly. The Grand Marshal has ample reconnaissance at his disposal. Every trench and culvert has been inspected, every field probed. There is no force hiding out there that could trouble us.

I cant disagree, Sobriquet said. The only people down there are the Mendiko and the Ardans, and the Ardans are staying put on their side of the line.

Michael frowned and stalked over to the other side of the observation deck; Sobriquet trailed along behind him. He looked at the Ardan lines for a moment, then turned to her.

Theyve been watching the Safid lines constantly, he said. They must have seen them leave.

What do you want me to do, ask them? Sobriquet retorted. After Sever, Id rather not find out what a regular Cutters blade feels like. I can snoop around, though. Her avatar fuzzed, then became still.

My sight isnt the best for this, she said. Seems like theyve seen some fighting recently. There was another long pause. A few field hospitals, full of men. Bodies. Lots of bodies. Stacked up in the forest, maybe to keep them out of the camp - I cant see how theyre going to bury that many before they rot, even with artifices.

Michael frowned. Did the Safid attack to a man instead of evacuating? he wondered. That seems like an odd choice, especially if they didnt have the numbers to overwhelm the Ardans.

They certainly gave it a good try, Sobriquet said. Its hard to see detail like clothing unless I focus, but every man there looks bloodied. Shirts torn. There was a long beat of silence; Michael looked out through the window at the Ardan lines while Mendiko tanks continued to pour out from the road.

Suddenly, Sobriquets avatar was right beside him. Michael, she said urgently. Theyre not wounded.

He looked at her, wincing as the avatars face loomed large in his vision. What? he asked.

She leaned closer, her voice gaining a panicked edge audible even through the avatars distortion. I couldnt see it at first. Their shirts are torn and bloody, but theyre not wounded. The bodies in the forest are naked. Those arent Ardans.

Michael looked back out at the trenches, wide-eyed. Ghars bloody - tell Antolin! he spat, running past the startled officer towards the corridor. And Leire!

Halfway down the corridor, the world turned to darkness. The lack of light made him stumble, heart pounding as he reached for Stanza. Clair and Vincent flared bright in his chest, and the world sprang into sharp-edged lines around him.

He kept running. The report of explosions reverberated through the ship, the low drone of the engines ramping up to shudder through every beam. Michael threaded his way past stumbling crewmen and through bulkhead hatches until he reached the ships command deck; he burst into the bridge and sought out Antolin.

The Grand Marshal was standing calmly at the rooms central table, dictating orders to his command staff in measured tones. They dispersed those orders to others, and those to tactical officers or radiomen in an orderly progression.

What gave Michael pause, however, was not the utter lack of urgency with which Antolin was speaking. It was that the luminous world Stanza showed him faded to chaos around Antolin. Lines wavered and broke, spinning out into shards and fractals that settled into new order before breaking once more.

He had seen this before. Jeorgs soul, his soul worked in much the same way, drawing out permutations of what was into what could be. Antolin lacked the grand scale and power that Stanza boasted, but he clearly had some skill with its use; Michael was reminded of a concert his father had dragged him to years ago, of watching a pianists fingers dance across the keys.

In an instant, the darkness vanished. Michael blinked involuntarily at the sudden light; there was a chorus of muffled curses from around him - followed by a halfhearted cheer from some of the lower officers. Antolin turned a tolerant smile toward the cheering officers, then let his gaze settle on Michael.

Welcome to the bridge, he said. Your friend was just telling me how we were about to be ambushed by a treacherous lot of Safid hiding in the Ardan trenches. Fortunately, I am a hard man to surprise.

Chuckles came from his command staff; Michael felt suddenly foolish. Youre a bonifex, he said.

Antolin shrugged. In the Ardan classification, he said. Ask Leire about the differences sometime. In the present, we have a skirmish to mop up. He gestured towards the windows along the port side of the airship; Michael moved to look.

In the bare land between the two trenches was an abattoir. Safid soldiers lay dead or dying in the mud between the lines, blood running in streams between the corpses. Fires burned here and there where a spark had caught clothing; Michael thought he could smell the faint odor of burning flesh even from inside the bridge.

The Mendiko column was largely untouched, save for some dents and gouges in the tanks armor. The only substantial damage was at the head of the column, where two tanks were aflame while several more wheeled backward, shooting sporadically from their machine guns.

A single tank lagged behind the rest, its tracks damaged and a broad scorchmark along its side. Flames danced over its top; a mob of Safid soldiers hid behind its bulk even as they hammered relentlessly at its front armor. There were one or two scalptors there, and at least one potens - he could see the metal denting under the mans fists.

Can you do something about that? Antolin said, close behind him; Michael jumped, startled.

About those soldiers? Michael asked.

That tank wont make it back, and the others wont be able to flank around. You have about twenty seconds before they pierce the armor. Id like to save that tank crew. Antolin looked at him expectantly. The tank is shielding them from direct fire, but that doesnt apply to you. Fifteen seconds.

Michael spun back to stare at the foundering tank. True to Antolins words, an element was moving to flank the attacking Safid - but too slow, if his estimates were correct. Michael didnt doubt him. He grit his teeth, calling on the fires in his chest.

Stanza surged within him, but there was no direction for it to flow. The soldiers swarmed around the tank in a mass. They were indistinct to Michael, and every effort to separate them into people that he could act upon left his mind considering them as individuals which he rebelled against harming. And they were distant, so distant, despite the fact that Jeorg had acted at a longer range against Spark-

Hard to get your mind to think outside of the room its in. Jeorgs words from that day echoed back, and Michael frantically pivoted to one of the bridges exterior doors.

The tank burst into flame as he gripped its handle. Michael breathed hard as he watched the other tanks complete their flanking maneuver and tear the last of the Safid to ribbons.

Hm, Antolin said, looking out at the burning tank. I see.

Michaels cheeks burned. Im sorry, he said. Explanations swirled through his mind, but they all seemed like excuses. He looked at Antolin to find the other mans eyes already upon him.

We learn things, Antolin said, and we act upon what weve learned. Today my soldiers learned that their training was not in vain. Saleh Taskin learned the measure of his enemy, which I imagine was precisely his aim with this wasteful stunt. He gave Michael an evaluating look. When we return from the ground, consider what youve learned today.

From the ground? Michael asked. Why are we landing?

Because I learned something today too, Antolin said. Etorri, with me. This will be important. He made a few sharp gestures to his command staff; they nodded and rushed away to other parts of the bridge. Michael heard the airships great frame groaning as it began to sink down lower.

He steeled himself and followed Antolin from the bridge.